Love

And finally it's done, first out of 15 in the challenge, I present to you.... Love;





This is sort of a personal piece to me, I know the story, he knows the story... :)
But if you'd like to see a slightly more elaborate comment on this, check it out here ^^

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Phew, first in my little series is over and done with, could have been better, but it's mostly just to get my creativity flowing and actually doing something, so it's not too bad ^^

Over to something else, my new cellphone was kinda defect, so... I got a new one xD 14 times sexier, check out this little hottie;



Sony Ericsson w595
- Love it! <3




Just 1 more week until I'm leaving! It will be a nice hunt for this little wolf ^^ The trip will probably... distract me... somewhat. Expect a small delay before my next picture, which will be Light :)

Take care!
- Ulvinnen

The wolf hunts...

So I know I've been a little slow with this blogging thing, but I'm gonna give you a small update right now :) Thankfully I managed to sort things out with my hawk (see previous entry to see what I'm talking about) and we're on good terms again, which makes me happy, because being angry with someone is never a good feeling; I like it a lot better when you can get along with someone :) Him seeming very regretful about the whole incident makes it better too, at least it shows he cares, and I'm pretty much over it, even though it's still a sucky feeling to know I've been lied to, you kind of lose some trust that way, but I don't think this is something that's gonna repeat itself, so might as well let it go :) He came to visit not too long ago, and we spent a great day together before he flew off to home again.

And now, even though I've tried to convince myself letting go would be the best option, the wolf has decided to hunt down her hawk and pay him a small visit this summer :) Not so sure it's the best of ideas, but what can I do? I'm leaving in about three weeks and will stay for a little more than a week, and we'll see what happens after that. All I know it's not good for me to still be in love with a guy that lives on the other side of the country, it's not gonna work out, the best would be to just... let go. I'm still looking for a way to do that, though. But right now I'm kind of excited and I'm looking forward to it, I think it's gonna be a good week :)

Just got myself a new cellphone today ^^ Even though I loved my previous one, it was starting to die on me, so a new one was in order. Got a cheap one, so it's not the best, but I like it so far;















Pretty cute, ey? ^^

Oh, and I am working on that challenge I gave myself, I'm not gonna say it's officially started before I've posted my first picture, just so I won't feel so bad about being slow :P But I'm almost done with the first picture in the challenge, Love, so not to worry ;)

Peace out,

Ulvinnen

A visit, distraction and postponing

So a couple of things have happened since last time. My hawk has been here for a couple of days, visiting, and we had a lot of fun; I enjoyed our time together very much :) But now he's gone again, and just in a few days time, he'll be flying away to the other side of the country, way out of my reach, unfortunately... If I'm very unlucky, I might not get to see him again before he leaves, but we'll see :) I'm feeling like hell right now, not myself at all, I constantly feel like I'm going to be sick, and I just want to sleep, but hell... I better get a grip, cus I don't wanna go around feeling like this for much longer...I knew this was inevitable (and I knew it was going to hurt), but I'm trying my best to get up on my feet. Men... horrible creatures... My first love, I fell hard, and then he just turns out to be... not what he seemed. That's how it goes. Fucking unbelievable, but true nonetheless. Lying and cheating, why is the story always the same? I know we weren't really "together", but I still don't think it was the right thing to do... At least a little socializing got my mind on something else, and I got to know the truth; thank heavens for friends :)

On another note, this little visit distracted me somewhat from my previously mentioned challenge, and right now I'm not quite in the drawing mood, but I'll start the challenge as soon as I get my spirits up some :) Maybe I'll try something tonight, some easy music and a cup of tea might just do the trick; it might remind me of earlier days, carefree days with friends and fun and laughter... Ah, don't you just wish you could go back in time some times? :)

Until next time,

- Ulvinnen

And so it begins...

So I have finally submitted to this blogging thing as well =)

I hope to update this thing whenever something exciting (...) happens, but as not to let it die completely I will give myself a challenge here and now... I consider art one of my great passions, and this is a thing I've wanted to do for a while now; following will be a list of 15 words, and I will have to make a drawing to each of them. My goal will be to make one each week, but knowing myself, it will probably take me a good 3 months on each of them XD I'm willing to try, however, so let's see how this turns out ^^ Some of them might be finished pieces, some might be some very rough drafts... But as long as I make something, I'll be happy ^^
The words are as following:

1. Love
2. Light
3. Hunt
4. Innocence
5. Insanity
6. Mother Nature
7. Dreams
8. Dying
9. Waiting
10. Sacrifice
11. Magic
12. I can't
13. Healing
14. Frozen
15. Desire

Wish me luck <3

- Ulvinnen